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ASTSIDE GIRL

EST. 1993


ㅤ so tell me, how does it feel-how does it feel to be like you? I think your mouth should be quiet 'cause it never tells the truth now. why does it have to be this way?ㅤ



- THE PROLOGUE -

Conspiracy !

Maeve first saw the devil when she was fifteen years old. He stood in her doorway and offered her a safe passage of escape from the world that suppressed who she truly was. She accepted. The liquid poison. The Mary Jane. The white snow. It all became a part of who she was. Life meant nothing to her without it and she would rather suffer than leave it all behind. Her grades dropped and college was out of the question. With no friends left, she sought out a new distraction; it was at this point that music came to her in a dream. This was the beginning of a hectic life. One that she would never be free from the grasps of.

Two weeks after she moved to New York City, her roommates found her on the floor practically lifeless. Rushed to the hospital, she was able to make it through. Twenty years old and as lost as one could be. New York was a far cry from her family home in LA, it was rougher; nothing like what she was used to. She would adapt and overcome, and eventually, meet a group of people who were interested in the songs that she wrote. They were the only ones that seemed to understand the things that she was going through, and there were no regrets shown. The behavior they engaged in wasn't the safest, but, she felt like she finally had a place to call home.

At the age of thirty-three, she felt lost. Everything died down. It was quiet. Often, it's too quiet. The band was still together, yet, they were more distant from one another than ever. Nationwide success was also prominent at this point. Their rise was slow, but the attention had been brewing for years. They were signed to a label back in LA, and Mae found herself visiting there frequently. It was like no matter how much she tried to escape it, she would always end up right back to the place she wanted to escape for so long.To add on fuel to the fire, Maeve had entered a string of relationships with women she had never met. Emotional turmoil consumed her, and true love was so far from her that she never perceived it to be something that was possible for her. A whirlwind of emotions is what she felt at all times. Why was being in love and being alone so hard for her? Everything about her seemed to be a contradiction.


- THE DOSSIER -

Disasterology !

ㅤ can we create something beautiful & destroy it?ㅤ

She loved adrenaline rushes more than she loved herself. Maeve looked for God in the touch of other people and only found herself begging for more. Still impulsive at the age of thirty-three. She didn't hold the belief that being famous meant selling your soul until she started to get around. A heart full of love that was to be torn apart as soon as she stepped in that office. She Is not but a shell of her former herself, and will search for affection in anyone and anything. Even if it were to get her killed.

PLAYLIST 
soberlorde
luckyBritney spears
i'm low on gas & you need a jacketpierce the veil
this is me tryingTaylor swift

- THE FEED -

all of my heart !


- THE NOTES -

Disclaimer !

I. I will not follow anyone back who holds bigoted views; the admin of this account is a lesbian, mexican, nonbinary woman, who does not tolerate anything such as: homophobia, racism, misogyny, transphobia, anyone who falls under the category of 'maga.' If you hold these views and attempt to follow this account, you will be both blocked and reported.I.* To add on to that, if you roleplay/write taboo topics like incest, r*pe, racism, and more, you will be blocked and reported as well. Thank you for reading this portion of the rules.II. The character "Maeve Tiernan" identifies as a lesbian, and that should be respected when it comes to terms with shipping and plotting with her. She will befriend male-identifying OCS, but that is the most that will come out of plots with male ocs. If you cross these boundaries or try to force any ship on to me, you will be blocked.III. Last but not least, the admin of this account is a full time college student whose schedule is almost always full. Replies will be slow, but not ignored. If you can not respect this, then please do not even try to interact. Thank you.

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